Resolution

My resolution for the new year is to be thankful for what I have. I spend so much time dwelling on the bad things in life, and I never am happy enough to enjoy what I do have. I need to learn to get past my unhappiness, and find happiness in the beautiful things in my life. This will be hard for me. I don't know what is wrong with me.

I also need to learn how to manage my time. Or sleep less. I find that I don't have time for anything else. I get up, get Isaiah and myself dressed and ready for the day, feed him breakfast, put together his food for grandma's and mine for work, drive him to grandma's, show up to work after 9ish, work until 6ish, pick up Isaiah, come home and make dinner, clean up after dinner, kiss Isaiah goodnight after Vince showers with him, and either lay down with him (and end up falling asleep) or finish cleaning up downstairs and doing laundry or something. Then I go to bed (around 11 maybe). And I get up and do it all again the next day. I don't know what else to do to give myself time to do "me" things...or even have time to spend playing with Isaiah for that matter. Weekends are used up doing chores. It's hard to work full-time and be a mother....but it seems like I'm the only one that can't manage my time correctly. I need to figure that out.

Tell me why....

...Isaiah is not a model yet. Tell me.